You create your body and your life from judgment. You judge to keep things/people in your life and you then have to create a new judgment to get rid of them. Please give up creating from judgment. There is another choice!
Make a demand for something change and be willing to do whatever it takes. Don’t ask from the place of decision or judgment because then you are asking for an end; a result (I demand to lose 20lbs now!) Demand for something to begin. (OK enough – what will it take for something to change with my body shape).
Awareness is created with gratitude. Gratitude allows you to be perceive, know, be and receive as oneness. Joy creates consciousness and expands awareness.
When you are not happy with your life or your body, you set stops in motion (disasters) to get you to change direction. Then when you DO change direction, it’s like stopping the Titanic – some of the disasters and train wrecks will still manifest before the new possibilities show up.
Be in allowance – be in the question.